So Sad

3 and a half weeks ago we had to put our beloved dog, Harley, to sleep. I am having a really hard time dealing with it. She meant so much to me. I want to write about her. I want to tell her story, but I am so overwhelmed with grief and guilt and sadness that I can't even bring myself to look at pictures of her. I hope that in time, when the pain has ceased a bit, I will be able to do a full post about her on here. But for now, all I can do is cry when I think about her. When she died, a part of me died. I can't even express how much I loved her and how much it hurts that I will never see her again.